im so sohck

wOww........im so sohck hear he said :i'm falling in love though i didn't LOVE he more.... huhahahaha really strange.. maybe i disappointed because he dosn't love me more...huhahahahah really BAD GIrls.. yuhuy....i"m really BAD Girls ,,,,this AM I :) should have been i happy cozt i have said if he have girlfriend may be i will be friend with him..but in fact not.. he really funny boy so that i really wanna be friends....WELL maybe i should TRY ??? MAYBE

hate my self

something i really felt the bad girls...and the worst saya selalu menyiayiakan orang-orang perhatian dengan saya...bahkan sampai membencinya entah mengapa menerima perhatian lebih membuat harga diriku terluka banyak.. i know i really freak,,actually people will be happy if get notice from people around us,,,but i felt so sad if people give me much notice... that's make me not have much friend... and the worst from me is i never know wha i want...i hate ado...i like alone but i don't like stay at home all day..really not clear.. i always negativ thinking with people around me though they are just wanna help me... moreover just for smile something i felt my selffestee injury,,,,padahal tidak ada seatu keugian jika kita senyum dengan orang..tpi tetap saja saya merasa sangat menyengkelkan....... i hate my self...:(